bubi bubi bubi bubi bubi bubi

I think i had made my mind , no more hiding myself from friends.

Its like playing hide and seek . :(

so-not-fun

Awww.... :'( , i feel so so so sorry to her /

what m i suppose to do ?

Its not really easy to tell everyone " I have cancer" , " I was going to die" , okay ?
I m hoping everyone of my friend understand how i feel .
Mayb u might only see me HeHe Haha all the time.
But u still havent see the other side of me
i m FRAGILE.



Now my sis called me a socially retarded.
Cos i think i had lost my ability to socialise with people :(
okay, i m learning now :)


I m so weird.
i know.
I ll learn to improve myself better and better and better.
I ll learn not to think about the past and let go . Okay ??
i ll be more active when comes to friends okay?
I ll be very very friendly even more, okay ?
I ll be very very strong chewlian, okay ??

hehehe...dont take it too seriously.
chill chill :D


lots of love , xoxo


chewlian

Eat, Play, Sleep

My life here is pretty cool la.

i mean in Kiwiland. hahaha

i should tell u which of the corner of the earth m i as Lee Yee gor gor is so blur of my whereabouts...hahahhaha..

hmm..will i be in New Caledonia next or mayb Tasmania??

i wish i could but its time to back to coll next. :(

I spend most of my time at home.

Pretty "cool" okay?

Dont envious of me, cos i m kinda boring now.

I wanted to attend the lecture but i m such a coward.

My dad asked me to go uni, so i told him to pay the fee 1st

HAHAHAHHAHA

if he would lor.cheh.

My sis very very busy.

So , i used to go to the town alone by 4 while waiting for my sis to finish her work

by tht time, i can see many medical students coming out from the medical schools...Ekekeke

isnt tht great ??!!

I had knew the way to the town and getting familiar now.

N i never get lost lor...*proud proud*

N then now my sis is complaining that i talk so much

n i can really talk non-stop . :S

Life here is seriously poor lo.

Even a pack of frozen paratha had costed me 5 dollar..

The weather is just nice all the day.

Its been days i din see the sun. LOL

huhu ~~

but hor very very cold...

its 15 degres today lar.... :(

i m goin to visit cadbury choc factory now.

cos they r movin to aussie soon, i think is mel.

:(

TRAMPING

Thanks to my sis and frens ,
i finally knew whats the meaning of TRAMPING

omg ! omg !
I seriously need to brush up my english.
damn poor eh...... :(

Oh yes, i went tramping
ANd New Zealand is very very beautiful
I would have die no regrets here lar......................................
Eventually , i inhaled a lot of oxygen when i m here
I saw sheeps and black sheeps tooo....
And and and
it was my 1st time having lunch facing the sea !!!!!!
Arrgghh !!
I know i very kampung now..hahahahah..
I DONT CARE ok ?? hehehe

Tmr, i ll go and inhale the oxygen again ...
HAHAHAHAHA

Its so relaxing here...
I know i sound old that i like this place

And and and
CADBURY CHOC FACTORY is just few mins away my sis's house
ISnt that great !!!!!!
I m goin to eat choc after i m recover from flu
ok ? OK?

Yeah Yeah !!

I m loving it !! :P

What to do leh

Humans are very complicated.

I try my best to please them ....... but...........

Weird weird weird.

PLease let me know if u dont feel like talking or u r in a bad mood.

Its rude to show me that kind of face.

Tell me if i m annoying

Tell me if i m noisy

Just tell me...but dont show it on ur face

It happens all the time and i dont really like it

Seriously, i hate it

What do you want from me ??!!

Happy Easter break !! I m goin to spend my easter break in Mel...woohoooo !!! Dont expect me to bring many souvenirs oh . Cos i m a very poor traveller but i ll try my best okay ?? Hehehehe...

I hope i can hug Tasmanian Devil in Healesville sanctuary. kinda scare of it though but still feel like trying if i have the chance...HAHAHAHHA

I hope i could see Dophins in Doubtful Sound !!!Thats my biggest wish la.... Hope i can go okay ??

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" Just Dont Give up , I m working it out, Please dont give in , I wont let you down, It messed me up, need a second to breathe, Just keep coming around , Hey, what do you want from me !!! "

-what do you want from me, Adam Lambert-

I have a big luggage and a small luggage which i m pretty concern about the weight now. Mum asked me to bring this and tht and dad told me to too. I wish i could bring all my health supplements but Oz is very very strict lar..

My parents are very very very x10 worry of me. I could understand their feeling . but i hope they could put faith in me that i can take care of myself very well. What do you expect from me ???

2 more days to go.

Bye bye Kayelle

Hello, Melbourne !!

Stresssssss

My dad is giving me stressss AGAIN
I m not giving up , i m just not interested anymore.
Pleasee lar..dont force me !!! :(
When i have stress, i m afraid tht i might get back to hospital again !

Everyone told me to give up in study
But i m not
I just found my dream
I can do it !!

I had a nightmare !
I dreamt i m back to hospital.
:( this is horrible.

My skin are weird.
I got sting by mosquitoes but it the swelling are so big la...
whats wrong with my skin ??

Btw, i m really very busy lately
so many things to say but....
NO TIME

I hate counting money everyday :(
Why my money is always not enough ??
Eventhough i work hard.
Aiyoyoyo ~~

No More Contiki travel :( cos no $$
but i m goin to Regina Spektor concert in May in Wellington.. Huhu ~~
and i m goin to wear my new dress ..lalaa~~
cos i ll be watching her show in Opera House... huhu ~~

Oh well, i think i should not visiting Miss Selfridge and Gap store in One U so often.
The staffs there eventually RECOGNISED me
the staff in Miss Selfridge even said i long time din buy clothes from her ..LOL
i m broke liao but my clothes are still not enough :'(

Daddy asked " Are you ready ?"
Mum asked again " Are you ready for ur trip next week?"
I m not ready. I scare i m goin to get lost in the airport. I m afraid tht ChingMun wont pick me up at airport.I m afraid i ll lost my passport, wallet..etc
Do u think i will?? HAHAHAHA..LOL
I hope these wont happen ok ??

Rojak Feeling

The leftover.

After parents came back from nz, they gave me their leftover money.Poor me, have to use those leftover and save more again ! I seriously hope that Aussie dollars will drop ! So i can spend more . Not a curse okay ! So me tis lil poor traveller afford to spend more in Melbourne. I thought i would die of boredom in nz. Well, guess what ! My sis had found some great activities for me...Teehehehe.I am going to be a volunteer of Red Cross in Nz during these two months and join a trip to all over the nz .

But i have Rojak feeling lor. Thinking about leaving home for two months is a bit sad.Guaranteed, i ll definitely cry for homesick eventhough my sis will be with me . But travelling alone is really a brand new experience for me .I always wanted to try this but the opportunity had come, i gotta grab it right ??!! Just like Penny Tai's song lyrics :

"我要一個人的旅行
一個人 透透氣"

I had done applied for my Visa. Melbourne map printed. Airasia air ticket printed. Jetstar air ticket printed. Sunglasses is always ready to use. Camera already prepared. Had prepared some sweaters but dont think enough. Aussie money still saving. Nz dollars are more than enough. Hmm...whatelse ? I dont need to worry about food cos daddy told me my fav SUBWAY are always available in every corner of western countries. haha..i guess i ll eat until i throw up k ?!!

Its time for bed after that painful CT Scan. I hope the results will be BOMBASTIC !! Teehehehe... God Bless me ! :P