Organic Molasses Cookies

Woohoo ! I m very excited that my second attempt on my molasses cookies was a success :)

this time i m using organic unbleached flour instead of wheat flour .

The outcome was very good.

The cookies are much more smoother than last time and less sweeter cos this time i just put a lil bit (mayb 2-3 teaspoons) of confectioner sugar.

I learnt how to make cookies with flower shape....Teehehehe...

isnt that great ??!!

recipe :

1 1/2 cup of unbleached flour

1 organic egg

1/2 teaspoon of baking powder

1/2 teaspoon of salt

2-3teaspoon of sugar

1 cup of molasses ( depends)

hmmm....i guess i can remember the recipe now... :P if you wanna try, let me know , i ll teach you :P

Molasses is a kind of liquid dark sugar which are high in potassium and calcium

for those who have anemia should try to drink molasses avday :)

they are really effective in red blood cell production ! TRUST ME !! :P

on the other hand, i m very grateful that i can use my time very wisely

i had tried to make muffins and cupcakes , i had tried to make some handicrafts by using fleth cloth...

errr...i think i should try to do a card and learn korean language now !! :)

Aww...i wanna learn so so so many things now ! =.=lll

anyway, me busy looking for jobs . hopefully i can find a teaching job in chinese primary school T_T...

i seriously need to save money for my upcomin trip cos

I AM 20 years old..i dont wanna depend on my parents always !!

Wish me luck!

Love you !

x0x0

-chewlian-

Everybody have stories to tell,but not me =(

I m currently very very very very into IRIS korean drama by Lee Byung Heon and Kim Tae Hee. Yipee...well

FYI,

Kim Tae Hee is one of my top 3 fav actress in my fav list...Ekekekek*evil grin*. I really really like her cos she always look so pretty and elegant XD.Awww..isnt she pretty !!!!!!!! :)

As you know , i m always watching korean drama...but to let you know, this is a very completely diff korean dramas.those who never like would definitely fell in love with it. Its all about assassination and they are very kan cheong man !!! :P

And and and Lee Byung heon really look hot and man in the drama....Awww..love him !! its really cute when both of the couple flirted with each other in the office....lolx...hahahah

this song had been my fav song since last week !! Aww..Love it !! :)

L.O.L

My fav student in Kumon , Natassha came to me when she did half of her classwork

Natassha : Teacher ~~~ , i wanna call daddy?
me : Why ?
Natassha: Becos i m hungry ....*evil grin*
me: Do u wanna go back ? if u wanna go home and eat, u have to finish ur classwork, dear. :)

she went back to her seat and continued her classwork...
After 5 mins......

Natassha : TEACHER ~~~~~~~
me : What do u want?
Natassha : Sleepy...(not really happy liao)
me: U still have to finish your work 1st lar ( i smiled) . U can eat and sleep later on if u manage to finish your classwork...

Then she started to use another trick : CRY !!!
omg....
Luckily , she managed to finished all her classwork and correction by the help of Mrs Lau....phew !! *sweat* At least , she smiled back again later on :)
So hard to handles tis lil tricky kid. =.=lll

Anyway, she made me feel delighted tonight !
Goodnight !!! huggies !!
Sweet dreams
-chewlian-

If i wrote a note to God

currently very into this song : Note to God by Charice Pempengco
I love her voice so so much....
She is just like the second Celine Dion.
I just listened her duet with Celine Dion (Because You Loved Me) when CD was having concert in Madison Square Garden last year....
Her singing touched me :)...
its a must listen song ya know ! :P

Well, me dont really wanna communicate with anyone lately...
I m 85% recover from my disease
i m happy and i m not at the same time...
The moment i knew my Pet scan result was negative, i was jumping in joyness
after awhile, i felt very confused...
Because i dont know wat should i do now

I am not ready for coll yet...

I m afraid of how ppl think of me

I felt discriminated by the society..

I felt i m far left behind than you guys.

I m afraid i might be sick again in 5 years time

I felt weird for my life. (current)

I m very scare to take the 1st step to start off everything from zero

I m afraid that history might happen againn !

i m afraid i cant cope with my studies.

I.....have so many probs arouse in my mind now...

U have no idea how much i ve been through...

and how m i goin to start off with my new life from the zero..

I m so desperate for a peace of mind.....
Tell me what should i do now ??

If I wrote a note to God

I would speak what's in my soul

I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away

For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God

I'd pour my heart out on each page

I'd ask for war to end

and for peace to mend this world

I'd sayI'd sayI'd say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love, cause love is overdue

And it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

I'd say please help us find a way

End all the bitterness, put some tendernessin our hearts

I'd sayI'd sayI'd say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love, cause love is overdue

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

NoNoWe can't do it on our own

SoSo(Give us the strength to make it throughHelp us find love, cause love is overdue)

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on

Hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

NoNo(No)

We can't do it on our own

(So)So

If I wrote a note to God

NOte to God- Charice Pempengco

99 balloons

Few days ago, i saw this 6 mins long video on Oprah show....a very touching video which inspired me to appreciate everyday and peoples around me. well, this video was about :

Eliot was born with an undeveloped lung, a heart with a hole in it and DNA that placed faulty information into each and every cell of his body. However, that could not stop the living God from proclaiming Himself through this boy who never uttered a word.

In the midst of heartbreaking tragedy, the Mooney family found the presence of God strengthening, comforting, and guiding them. Their story reminds us to seek God and endure our struggles rather than blame Him for our hardships.

-resource from ignitermedia.com-

Elliot was a very tough baby for me. I ll learn determination and strong from Elliot ...I ll try my best to improve myself..i hope u too :)

May god bless u :)

A gift for you all, and may u ll be live everyday gratefully ..... ;)

on the other hand, Happy burfday, Pm !!! may u enjoy your birthday celebration ...hhehehe

hope the video below inspire you to live even stronger !!! :P

I hate myself for being jeolous !!

現在的我　還是對愛　充滿疑惑

　沒對或錯　還不想給　什麼承諾

　保持沉默　獨自走過

　空虛和寂寞　它們陪伴著我

　裝作灑脫　其實很懦弱

　有太多的藉口　終究沒有結果

　
＊誰讓我感覺　他最了解我

　眼神交錯　話都不用說

　就抱緊我　讓我感受　他多愛我

　誰讓我感覺　不需要再躲

　過去心痛　從此被淹沒

　就抱緊我　讓我感受　讓我感受　他多愛我

　讓我相信　他是愛　愛我的　

未來的我　一個人過　也算不錯

　冰冷的手　插入口袋　也算暖和　
日出日落　都差不多

　若有誰陪我　那一定更好過

　天空為我　一直閃爍著

　用太多的藉口　我在拒絕什麼　
- 蔡健雅 – 誰-

Live Life.Love life

hola ! I m coming back again with good news !

hmm..but wait! hehe..

i wanna talk about my parents surprise birthday celebration ...teehehehe

I am so excited that all my sibling "pakat" together for our parents' birthday

Well, i planned the surprise last min as my elder sis sent extra money for me.

So, i booked a so-called 5 star vegetarian restaurant in Kechara Oasis which was quite recommended by the bloggers.

I ordered the ice-cream cake (since i had the complimentary 500g voucher :P)

I drove them to Jaya One..

Ordered Shark fin soup , kechara salad, 5 Mandala of prosperity........etc....

The food werent satisfying enough, not natural enough....n they are freaking EXPENSIVE !! =.=

So, after that , i gave them the present that i sewed for them(above)

Mummy and daddy, u should be touched....i spent a week to finish it lar... :Pits worth it for me anyway even you scolded me when i was sewing in the room :S

Since we cant bring our ice-cream cake with us, we sang the song at home...hehe

My daddy was so delighted like a small kid....hehehe..

Happy birthday , dad and mum !!

I ll be more obedient and fillial and and and take care of my health properly and never let u worry of me anymore !

Lurvvveee uuuuuuuu ! Muackssss...

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Oh yeap ! Here comes the dramatic good news ~

7th of oct which was a very big and nervous day for me

Its been a month i felt stressful and AV me twice a month...wtf

I woke up as normal like i always went for chemo in hospital

I waited for nurse to called my name to meet my doc...

u know wat, each time i heard nurse called my name, my heart beated even faster..LOL

I was too nervous that i have to keep praying and praying

I met the doctor after like 3 hours of waiting ??>....

DrJerome(nickname:mad scientist..Shhh:P) : Hey, how are you??

Me : *nodded*(of course i m fine lar =.=,even healthier k?)

Dr Jerome : u felt suffer during chemo right ??

Me : (i was like .......hello, of course lar, who ever wanted to get so many chemo)yes !!!

While he looked for my results, he suddenly...

Dr.Jerome : Hey , i cant trace ur PET-Ct result la...

Me: (Wth!!)i had been waiting for a month, and u haven see the results ah?

Dr. Jerome: Hmm..let me call Putrajaya hosp, and ask them to fax the results ,k?

after he called, he chatted lil bit with us

Dr Jerome: Hmm..i guess u need to do bone marrow test lar cuz i think hor u r in Stage 3 and ur tumour kinda big so i think u need Stem Cell Transplant

Me : Huh ?? Seriously....(i felt like crying )dont talk so pessimistic mah !! Haisss

Dr.Jerome: dont worry lar...

Dr Jerome always scared i ll cry and he had to comfort me all the time...haha..poor him !

Since they lost my result , i have to wait another 4 hours to wait the stupid hosp fax me the results cuz of some stupid technical probs

when i got impatient, i told the stuff to get the hosp to send me the results through emails but still failed..

after few mins, we got a complete results ...

omg, i m getting nervous and nervous,

and i m so reluctant to know the results

Dr.Jerome: Hmm....avthin is clear now !!

Me : OMG !! THANKS GOD ! ( i jumped in joyness) so , i dont need transplant right?

Dr.Jerome: Yes,but u need a lil bit of radiotherapy that ur skin might turn darker abit

Well, i couldnt ask for a better solution cuz this is the less suffer way to my recovery...

Well, till now,

i continued my job in Kumon

as i need more money to cover my trip to Mel and Nz next year !

I m looking for general clerk jobs but no answer yet !!

Hire me lar !! :(

n n n n n n n

BANGKOK will be my 1st sweet escape !!!! Yipeee....

Love you !!!

-chewlian-

CHEWLIAN TH3 SHOPAHOLIC IS BACK !!

Poor bloggie ! been abandoned lately....Sorry, sweetheart ! :)

Havin moodswing lately...

Chatted with the future psychologist,Eileen..

Felt better but moodswing came back again !

Omg !! Omg !!

but leen, trust me ! I m not moodswing about tht stupid memories ..hehe..

I m fine ! I believed i can do it soon ..very soon :)

Everyone is busy, so m i ..

Well, Little Miss Chew Lian needs new friends over here... :P

I just wish the time could stop

so nothin happen..
reminiscing those stupid memories werent fine to me

but i believed time would make all the things fade away, i guess?? :P

I am neither ready for the ugly truth nor i could handle it ...(hopefully avthin will be fine)

After all, i miss my sister...

Becuz i knew she would be by my side all the time no matter how.Even if she is not with me, her spirit is with me all the time.

I need to get away from here...far far far away where there are no ppl know me and get a new life and a reborn me.

I think i need to learn to keep quiet when i m suppose to.

I guess ppl think i m annoying and noisy but i couldnt help it

Say u hate me pls. :)

I ll try to improve this bad habit ;) I PROMISE !

I love my job although my boss paid me little and being bullied by the bitches in the centre

but i found happiness in the kids

Their innocent faces, smiles which made all my worries gone....

They learnt from me, i learnt from them too.

I hope i could continue for some time before i leave for "holiday".( i dont noe holiday define the hospital or the real getaway to nz..:( )

I m sad now..

I hate the society in the high-tech 21st century

Earth are very angry right now and sad at the same time.

Earthquake, contagious diseases, typhoon,tsunami just happened continuously..

Why people want to fight for power, money, position,..etc etc..??

I hate these !!

i wonder how long can i stay in this world...

When will you wake up ?

I need peace! I need the co-operation from avone !!

I..................................just want to have a peaceful life..

I...................................want the nature.

Can we still get together peacefully and be friends again ??

No more racism, no more politics prob, no more jealousy,no more inflation and live in moderation , PLEASE ??!

MODERATION , PLEASE !!

For P-E-A-C-E !