When u dont feel right

i know i look so motherly here.

He s Jin Xuen . He s my pyjamas boy and mini boy...

Had a great time on X'mas Party in Enopi ..

Well, i have many sons and daughter...

In this pic, this lil boy is one of my sons, He is Ashton !!!!

I love him so much !!!!
Fair enough, i love everyone of themmm !!!

Dont think they are expecting me to be there

Everyone will talk about their stories, but i m not willing to talk about my stories which could spoilt the mood and get sympathy by everyone.

If people could have be more open minded, i could have feel much more better :)

Anyway. on the other hand ,

MY boss is raising my salary !!!!!!!!!

I m so freaking happy ~~
N N N N N N

I ll be finishing CIMP in 6 months

AND I shall go to New Zealand again for a month !!

And then go to uni..

Might be IMU or Nottingham ??

Hmmm....which one is better ?

Well, i still need to work harder if i want to go Nottingham :) :)

I m so so so excited .

cant wait to get out of that orange buildings which make me feel like puking !!!! :P :P

Tomorrow is the day !

I ll show off my cooking skills !!

Chew Lian special Menu :::

Starter

Mixed Mushroom Soup

&

Baked Wedges with Dipping sauce

Main course

Creamy Spaghetti with Grilled Chicken

Dessert

Root Beer Float Cake with Vanilla ice cream :)

Goodnight !

Unfair

The world is unfair right??

Everytime i m being nice, kind and helpful.

But

people around me judge me as evil, selfish and not sparing some thought for them.

I m not being selfish.

I tried to think for them

but they never understand my good intention.

Instead, they always think i bully them

委屈却没有人诉说 :(

Everytime people complained about me, all i can do is remaining silent and be that bad person.

I tried to ignore, explain but dont seem they listen to me and they keep misunderstand me.

When i do something good, they always belittle me as if i m a devil who never done some good things.

I m not arrogant !

I m not selfish !

I DID SPARE SOME THOUGHT FOR YOU !

CANT U SEE WHAT I VE DONE TO YOU ?????

You never stand up and help me to clear my good name when i m in trouble!!

I m the Devil

I m such a bad friend right ???!!!
:(
:(
I must be thinking too much !!
How can i forgot what ve u all done to me ??
I m soooooooooo SORRY !!

I hate you

I m so busy working hard on my baking skills that i merely forgot about the bloggie !
HAHAHA...
Thts mean i spent my time very wisely and made my timetable very full
When i m not working , u ll see me very often in the kitchen.
Trying on new recipessss :) :)

omg omg...
Something wrong with me !
I hate the guys so much lately !!
So many unglam and rude guys around me !
When i saw a news about a guys commited suicide becos of love ,
I HATE GUYS even more except my idolssss from kdrama or us series i should say ...

Why guys are so sissy now? so useless !
They are worse than the girls.
Such a stupid guy who jumped from the building.
He must be mad...
People on fb called him a HERO, I m gonna call him an IDIOT !! A MORON !!!
An idiot who cant live without a girl !!!!!

The world really change !!!
I seriously wont feel sorry for this kind of person.
Heartbroken still have post on fb ..omg !
Somemore post a crying photo ..omg omg
Come on la....

So many unlucky people want their life..
U go and end ur life becos of a stupid girl
stupid stupid stupid !!
I love my life so much that i dont wanna die also..
So many cancer patients want to have a life like you also can not.

Love is not everything lar..
We still have so much to do rather than love larrr....
Fairy tales is not exist anymore.