Monster Sister

My monster sis is coming back ! U wont know how excited am i ! She s the one who always make me happy, sad , and angry . Yeah..she s my favourite biatch !!! HEHEHE..

4 days to go !

I love you , monster !!

Whats wrong with me !

I miss Kiwiland again !

I really really want go back there !!

Awww..must be something wrong with me.

I had been thinking too much lately.

I feel very very insecure !! :'(

I m struggling .

I m afraid that i might become someone that are not me anymore.

No No No .

This must not happen.

I must be myself !

I kenot influence by other ppl.

No No.

There are just so many weird ppl around me.

Why ppl always think i m weird? i wonder

I had tried my best to be friendly but still..

Sigh......

No offence.

Sometimes the word "FRIENDS" really pissed me off !

Tell me what to do so i can gain back my faith to u !!

Should i ??

I was wondering whether to quit Kumon or not?
Although the job is quite tiring, but i feel content (sometimes)
N the kids..haiss..
n money... SIGH SIGH SIGH x100

Since my new car arrived , i m always worry about the next petrol and the touch n go money.
SIgh sigh sigh

Working in Kumon is quite strict and i always need to be chop chop since the students are keep increasing but the salary damn low.
which i could earn more in E.nopi..
How ??

Now i have to work 4 days a week.
so so so pathetic.
I dont wanna burden my parents.
I dont wanna let them think that i m always still so dependent on them

Very hard decision.
Unless Kumon raise my pay.. $$$$$$$$$$$$$
I LL DEFINITELY SAY YES !! hehehe

Pinky Girl

My friend in my families class, Nitha said i am too old to have pink colour things.

Well, pink had always been my favourite colour since i was young.

I think pink really make me happy all the time .

I wonder what s wrong with having pink stuff at the age of 21. LOL...

And then my Maldives friend Sharfa, is not quiet at all

she s very active, hyper indeed ..HAHAHA

She like to pinch my fleshy cheek .

And then she said i m cute..

Because i have all the pink stuffs on my table in the class

From my bottle, to my binder file and my pencil box...they are all PINK(including my laptop and my new camera also very PINKISH !! ..teehehehe)

I was totally speechless.

Now i m bully by this 16 yo Sharfa...sobs sobs..

She is way too mature man !

She always ask me to visit her country, i always say i want to go Mongolia or South Korea instead. HAHA~~

Ah ~~

Got my 2nd birthday present from Susie

All the way from PArissssss !

Love the postcard she sent to me and the minimised Eiffel Tower of course !!!

I was so speechless and touched and surprised of course !!

Merci Beaucop !!

(Guess i m getting better in French now..huhu~~)

I need to bake so so so freaking bad..

Dear Mum, where is my super big oven ?????

SHe promised that she would buy one but guess i ll only get to use it until we move to new house.

My hands are so itchy now.

I wanna do BAKING !!!!!!!!!

I WANNA DO BAKING !!!!

Au revoir.

Pinky girl...HA HA HA

Single

Being single is so so so good !
I m so so envious of my aunt who can go travel whenever she want.
She dont hav family , she dont have to take care of children !
She and my bro is on the way to EUROPE !!!!!!
Jealous ! Damn jealous !
n
I m stuck here facing those retards in coll every single day !

On the other hand, my DA JIE had been arrived in Paris last week. she s gonna spent her whole month in EUROPE toooooo !!
Aiseh ! hmm.. i m wondering mayb she might bump into Susie in Paris. Or mayb Susie might saw her around ...hehehe

Europe ...oh ...Europe
I can imagine yummy-licious french pastries
ermm,...rude french !
Burberry tote bags !!! Chanel ! Gucci !
Buckingham Palace !!!
Venice's Gondolass...
Barcelona ....etc etc

btw, i still havent found any new fren yet.
ok, sounds exaggerating
my classmates in msian studies are totally stubborn and they r just like 3-yo kids. *shake my head*
hmm..i enjoy family subject. At least the Maldives girl beside me are friendly and quiet. she is a nice girl. And the Myanmar guy who always make us laugh when he open the door...hahaha...And we have 6 koreans in our class but are hardly approachable...
Mayb it was just the second week and we are not close enough ..so so so
I need time .
I ll try to smile :)

Avatar VS Oh nei nei

It was my second day working in E.nopi. Working in E.nopi was about relaxing and having fun with Maths. So i have a student called Jin Xuen who are only 4 years old who are really adorable. This is our conversation.

ME : JX, JX ah...hurry up finish ur classwork. If not , OH NEI NEI will come and catch you.
JX : later i call BOTAK to beat OH NEI NEI up . (i was wondering who is botak ) (mumbling non-stop)
Later , i listened carefully .
JX : I want to call AVATAR to fight with OH NEI NEI...

This time i asked him to tell what is the colour of AVATAR. He can tell me that AVATAR is Blue colour. I bursted into laugh...HAHAHA..
The kids nowadays really update. Even a 4-yo can tell me what is AVATAR !!! hahahaha

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My new resolutions :

1) Sign up for Gym asap

2) Be friendly in the class

3) Lose weight

4) Save money

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Btw, got my car KEY already !!! Aiseh , no GOLD KEY one....I m happy that i have a car to make me move around KL so conveniently . I LOVE MY CAR !!!!

gtg to do my families assignments .

TADA !

Commencement

My lovely sister will be coming back in a month ...huhu~~
Looking forward for my souvenirs from Europe. Wee~~~

Working made me feel better, much more better
Understanding kids are much more easier n directly than adults .
THeir mind are simple.
They wont harm you , they wont betray you .

I hate people who keep zero promise ( directly translate from "Janji kosong")
I had bad days...a lot of bad daysssssssssss
Now i just want to keep myself busy n busy n busy UNTIL
I forget about me .

:(

Fooled..

I was treated like a fool...........

:'(

Happy birthday !

Happy Birthday to myself .

:)

I wish to be getting healthier and healthier

Hi and Bye

My schedule would be quite tight when i return to college. T_T
I actually had quit the Kumon job but i feel so pity to my boss.
So ..........
I decided to help her for July she is shortage of manpower :)

On the other hand, i m goin to start my new job in E.nopi next Tuesday.
I went for training and it was a very good experience for me :)

I did said i hate kids
but actually i still love them
They are just like my "sons and daughters" n i m just like their "mother"
to be honest , i really enjoy guiding them in the maths and talking to them :D
i would probably miss my handsome, naughty Derrick and Lil Ke Xin and not forgetting the mischievous Hannah . OH, and Miss lil smart Yu Syuen .
Teehehehe

I can cook
I can bake
I can do housechores
I can take care of kids..
I can teach the kids.
Hmmm...m i qualify enough to be a housewife and a good mother ??? :P
oh yea, i m ready just that my prince haven come yet.
I wonder which of the corner of earth are HIM ?? hehehe

i would be working almost every night except Wednesday
Do Yoga in the morning and piano class btw or u might be seeing me in my parents' shop :)
Hmmm...still considering joining CHI fitness once i accumulate enough $$
cos my class start at 12 n end at 4 .
What a weird timetable.
I dont mind.
At least , i can enjoy my morning tea ...hehehehe

Dont say i m very very free okay?
I m a very very very very BUSY person

B.Y.E

Insecure

Please make me believe in you !
I feel very insecure.

n

i m slowly losing faith in you .