Kia Ora from New Zealand again !!

I feel like i m coming home again !

Familiar friendly people, smiling faces melt my heart !

The familiar taste of French Vanilla Hot Choc makes my daysss happier :)

I have to make a big decision by the time i come back to msia

Wish me luck !

:D

CHeeeeerrrsssss

chewlian

Yes, i m very anxious !!

Well, i thought i was not anxious about the final at all...

now i m really really anxious..

Everything is possible if u believe they are achievable...

I saw this quotation when i was on my way to work..This is such a beautiful quote to calm myself down and be confident...

Indeed, nothing is impossible right ?!

Mayb i should think what to do after the final instead of worrying the final test tmr..hahaha,

I m going to :

1) Party hard

2) SHopping hard

3) Baking hard

4) Cherish the moments with my E.nopi children.

5) Outings hard

6) Travel hard

7) Cooking hard

and etc....................... :P :P

Bye for now !

God bless you & me !

Why m i not nervous at all ??? :) :)

these are Bruscetta with Mozarella cheese..

Its very healthy and its vegetarian..

I made these during Mothers' Day dinner and everyone like it...:):)

Its quite easy and time saving..

The final is around the corner, yet i dont feel anything at all..

I study but all people around said i seem too relax...

I just dont wanna give myself too much of pressure.

I know i have lots to study but i need some time relax , watch some tv, listen songs and play game...

heheheheehe...

Well, lets finger cross that i ll get good results..

:P

Couch Potato

I really tried to get some free time to blog,

BUT

i dont have time, seriouslyyy...haha

I tried to upload photos, but the internet connection sucksss.

n streamyx havent come to my new house n fix the telephone line..

U mobile kenot use oneee....lousy broadbandddd !!

Two weeks to go, n i m having chemistry n maths final...

so scare...

Until now, i m so blur about chemistry..

I understand but its so hard to apply my knowledge..

I love my part time job so muchhhh..so badly ...

I m goin to miss my son..

n my fellow daughters...

I m going to leave them some day..

but i can not imagine life without them....

Parenting can be so amazingggg !!! :) :)

I love you , enopi students !!

I ll miss youuu very muchhhh :)

fair

If this is a fair country,

my life could have been better..

i know i'm wrong

Now i know i wasnt good in socializing and communicating

I tend to take everything very seriously and i care too much..

No wonder ppl cant accept the way i think.

Mayb in ur eyes, u see me as an evil woman.

Everyone said that i m cruel...

The ugly truth is this is reality life.

I have to do anything cruel to protect myself.

I wish i can be a very nice student and friend

but the environment around me force me to be a very evil person.

People always tend to take me for granted.

So i gotta do something very bad.

I ll try to be a better person and try to care less about people around me..

I ll try to stop complaining , i promiseeeeeee :)

I ll be making a very big decision soon.

Hopefully i wont regret .

Just give me more timee .

Pierre Herme is the King of pastry in PAris.

One day, i would really want to visit his boutique and meet him in person.

Will i make my way until there?

I believe i can flyyyyy~~

-chewlian-

My head is big

After the tsunami hit Japan,

I should really think seriously what to do next .

I m quite afraid these will happen to me one day .

I couldnt imagine if the day is coming..

I have so many unfinish things to do..

I still havent fulfill my dreams..

I have so many places to go..

I have so many things to be learn..

Please God, please let me stay a little bit longer in this earth.

I love the earth and i love U .

I enjoy being in this world and ll try mybest to protect the earth .

Could you grant my wish ??? :)

Live life. Love life

NO TIME

I have no time.

No time to sleep.

No time to sit down .

No time to think.

No time to eat.

No time for entertainment

No time to relax.

No time for myself.

Why m i always so busy with other stuffs and other people?

Why i dont have time and space for myself?

This is way too much

I cant take it so much !! T_T

I m content !

I was so happy that i could manage to make 110 cupcakes in 3 hours !

I can felt that i m like racing with the time just like Masterchef.

phew..to be honest, making cake very very tiring but its all worth it.

Cos my sis managed to sold out of them within few hours :) :)

Well, i m not too good yet..

So, i need sifu to teach me more and more !! :)

I love cakesssssssss !

btw, i m ready to receive order if u trust me :) :)

hehehee

chewlian

my hard earned money T_T

All my hard earned money just gone in 4 hours !!!

Why tuition cost so much ??!! :(

I m so poor that i dont have sufficient money for new clothes, nice meals and entertainment ahhhhh !!!

Tmr is holiday !

Coooll !

:) :)

Tak boleh Tahan!

I cannot stand to stay in orange buildings for 3 more months anymore..
I m sick of the system.
I m sick of the people.
I m sick of the principal who always tried to protect that stupid grumpy lecturer !!
I m sick of the parking lot.
I m sick of the arrogant staffs..

I must get out of there !!
I m getting insane !!

No matter how i also dont want to stay there anymore !!!
I hate orange buildingsss :S :S

I got no eyes to see (mo ngan tai ) anymore !!

Becos of ur low quality service, i have to seek for tutor which cost me 100 bucks per week !!
grrrrrr

What do you got ? - Bon Jovi

Everybody wants something, just a little more
We're making a living, and what we're living for
A rich man or a poor man, a pawn or a king
You can live on the street, you can rule the whole world
But it don't mean one dang thing

What do you got, if you ain't got love?
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
You walk in the road, but you're going nowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreaming of

If you ain't got someone, you're afraid to lose
Everybody needs just one, someone... to tell them the truth
Maybe I'm a dreamer, but I still believe
I believe in hope, I believe the change can get us up off our knees
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What do you got, if you ain't got love?
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
You walk in the road, but you're going nowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreaming of

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doing it for

I don't wanna have to talk about it,
How many songs you gotta sing about it?
How long you gonna live without it?
Why does someone somewhere have to doubt it?
Someday we'll figure it out

What do you got, if you ain't got love?
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
You walk in the road, but you're going nowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreaming of

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doing it for
Woahhh, I ain't got, if you ain't got love
Woahhh, What do you got if you ain't got love?

I am stronger than yesterday

Well, instead of wasting my saliva on that helpless principal & grumpy professor,

I rather stop talking to them & get a tutor immediately.

They dont know what their purpose of being there.

They are so realistic.

They said getting a C is not the end of the world.

For me , IT IS !

I tried very hard to understand

I tried to ask a lot but i end up getting scolded.( HE's INSANE)

I would never want to ask anymore.

All the classmates now think i m stupid and they always give me a kind of look

I m tired and i m very stress but i wont stop here.

I wiped off my tears and moving on.

Nothing can stop me !

I m not that weak.

Been very very depress that i really really wanna give up.

But, my dream is not achieve yet.

I know what i really want.

I wont let them DEFEAT ME !

I ll have a war with you, LET'S SEE WHO WIN AT THE END !

chew lian tan ~~

我得当一次坏人

如果这件事耽误了我的前途，

真的很抱歉，

明天，我得当一个坏人。

我别无选择，别怪我！

我只希望我能顺利完成我的学业！

我也不想弄丢您的工作，不过，

教授，您是时候打包回国退休了！！！！！

您将破坏我的前途，我只好拿回我该拿的学费！！！！

love love UGG boots

Imagine that i wear this in Dunedin city..U can spot me so easily right away !! HAHAHHA.....

What IF Dream never come true

According to Daniel Levinson, everyone of us have a DREAM .

But

What IF my dream might not be able to come true??

I never want to think negatively ..
My condition are quite dangerous that i have to do some back up if i fail.
My dream seems so near yet so far.

Mayb i should stop thinking and give it a good try !
Who knows right??

-.-lll
chewlian :D

Money is EVIL !

I really like Chinese New Year but dont really like it also.

BEcos its all about MONEY MONEY MONEY !!

Sad Bones

Bones mostly bring happiness to me.

Never thought that Bones also can be reflect on my life



She started to feel lonely..
She regretted for not accepting Booth in the 1st place...
well, i surely hope that Booth will get back together with Bones.
She is a nice woman !! :)

if i ....

If i m the princess..

Kdramas make me dream more and more !

=.=lll lol

chew~~~~

Am i goin to fail ??? :S

I had my IELST speaking test yesterday !
totally sucks..
such an easy question , i made it sound so hard. T_T
my bad for not speaking much english ! :(

Lets hope i wont sucks in writing, reading and listening test tmr !

I gotta get Band 6.5 at least...

Its so hard compare back to few years ago T_T

btw, college sucks ! A bastard took over my seat by pretending not knowing what happen.
You are the shame of Malaysian guys !
Now the lecturer was wondering why i m not at the seat that i was suppose to be :S

*Pink Dolphin*

Pink chair

Pink laptop

Pink bag

Pink pencil case

Pink camera

Pink coat

Pink Dolphin

Strawberries

Pink milkshake

Pink crocs

Pink oven's glove

Pink water bottle

Almost pink sunglasses

&

&

&

&

Pink Mp4 !!! *love love*

hehehehehe

chew ~~~~~

good night!

Hoot Hoot Hoot

Tomorrow, 1st day of 2nd semester.

Not looking forward AT ALL !!

Tomorrow, my speaking test for IELST !

Sobbsss..

Hope i can speak well for two mins non-stop ! :(

I love......

LEE SEUNG GI

I love.....

Hyun BIN

I love....

SONG SEUNG HUN ..

oh, how could i possibly falling in love with so many freaking hot looking guys ?!!! :P :P

Golgulsa Temple

Attention please, people !

I seriously need a company to go to Gyeongju , South Korea.


If u seriously need a relax and peaceful place, pack ur luggage and go with me to seek for heaven !
LOL..
U get to learn more about Yoga , Praying, meditation & etc....
Its only around 200 ringgit for two days, including the programme , foods and accomodation !


My parents dont really want me to go learn chanting and meditating alone there :(
I really really wanna go alone !! :( :(
At least i did step into the land of South Korea...teehehe..

Dreams coming true

Last Sunday i went to Edu Fair for enquiries for Nottingham & Imu

Apparently, IMU isnt a good choice for me. For sure, i wont have a second thought of it cos the entry requirement are far more harder than what i knew from the brochure.

The lecturer was so straight forward to tell me that many of Cimp-ians dropped out in the 1st year. Thats sound even scary.

And dont think she expect to see me there T_T

The only choice left is University of Nottingham.

The course are more relevant to my future career since i dont need to be very professional .

Their conditions are quite considerable and the requirements are not as scary as IMU. At least they conduct a interview if i got lower percentage for my average results

I dont think i ll have any prob for interview since i have a dream and i have good reasons to get into uni ! :)

The only problem is i have to leave home.

I dont really mind leaving home. I m just worry for my parents who are so worry of me all of time.

They are afraid i might not ready to face these challenges yet.

They are afraid i might get too stress and fall sick again !

I tried very hard to ease their burden but dont seem it works. :(

I have about 4% to work on.

I only have 5 months .

Do you think i can do it ??

I m ready to take the challenge.

It may seem so easy for my friends since they are already graduate or semi graduate but it dont seem easy for me.

My dream is so near yet so far.

But i can feel that EUROPE is getting nearer to me !

To my dear susie, wait for me ! I ll be there soon !

Definitely i must say Yes to myself in order to go UK !!

I CAN !

CHew~

goodnight !

I m going to dream of it to9 !

HAHAHA..lol

Pink Dolphin

Tomorrow wont be a horrible day for me right ??

Hopefully not, i had been going for yoga so long, should be able to see the vein very clearly

:)

CT scan tmr ! Pray hard ! Ommmmmm

Going back to College on Thursday ! :(

by the way, after saw these food pictures that were made by me ,

I cant believe that i actually already made so much of food & i have this ability too

*proud proud*

Hope i ll be able to cook & bake more.

Stay Tuned ~

CHewww~

Good Night

2010 is my proudest year

As you know, i managed to conquered evil cancer by last year Jan.

Besides, i managed to travel alone to oz and kiwiland.

No one could understand how i feel ...

All i have now is an experience that no one had it before.

Afterall, it was a very challenging experience and it taught me a very very good lesson ! :)

On the other hand, dad provided me a very cosy and useful car.

It was so useful that i often go all the way to KL shopping.

sounds so spoilt la !

Actually i mostly drive the car to college and E.nopi centre.

hhmm..thts make me sounds like a good girl...

Teeheheheh..

My mummy eventually provided me a 66L oven which i think its able to accomodate a big turkey for xmas dinner huh ??!! hahaha

It was so useful that i often bake and cook non-stop which resulted me in gaining weight so dramatically T_T

I feel so bloated all the time larrrr !!

But i m contented enough to cook the food for the people i really love and appreciate.

At the same, i would feel really disappointed when someone throw the food i made. :S

My elder sis who are so generous who offered her accomodation in Dunedin which made me slept so comfortably like a pink pig :)

She brought me to look around Wellington and managed to bring me to watch Regina Spektor concert which i think its way tooo awesome !

She even brought me to eat the freshest fish&chip in a place which i dont remember the name now..hehehe

n not forgetting she brought me to Lake Tekapo which i named it as HEAVEN and i got to learn so many types of stars .

N i had a very good lesson in astronomy , of course a very yummy hot choc while star gazing !

I felt very sorry that i made you angry and worry so much about me.

Okay ! I admitted i m a tardo !!

n TARDO LOVE UUUUUUUUUUUU, DA JIE !!

My youngest sis who spared a lot of thoughts for me.

I knew she wanted to go Sri Lanka so badly with parents.

Becos of me, she sacrificed and go Singapore with me instead.

I loveeee uuuuuuuuuu, Lil Tardo.

I m so sorry that i misunderstood u so much

but, pls explain clearly mah...

N i really hope u could go skiing with me !!! :P

U r not stupid, actually u r the smartest sis in the world which scored A in anatomy & physiology !

My bro, i have nothing to say to you !

u are the most evil bro i ever had.... :S

Happy New year !!

2011