i know i'm wrong

Now i know i wasnt good in socializing and communicating

I tend to take everything very seriously and i care too much..

No wonder ppl cant accept the way i think.

Mayb in ur eyes, u see me as an evil woman.

Everyone said that i m cruel...

The ugly truth is this is reality life.

I have to do anything cruel to protect myself.

I wish i can be a very nice student and friend

but the environment around me force me to be a very evil person.

People always tend to take me for granted.

So i gotta do something very bad.

I ll try to be a better person and try to care less about people around me..

I ll try to stop complaining , i promiseeeeeee :)

I ll be making a very big decision soon.

Hopefully i wont regret .

Just give me more timee .

Pierre Herme is the King of pastry in PAris.

One day, i would really want to visit his boutique and meet him in person.

Will i make my way until there?

I believe i can flyyyyy~~

-chewlian-

My head is big

After the tsunami hit Japan,

I should really think seriously what to do next .

I m quite afraid these will happen to me one day .

I couldnt imagine if the day is coming..

I have so many unfinish things to do..

I still havent fulfill my dreams..

I have so many places to go..

I have so many things to be learn..

Please God, please let me stay a little bit longer in this earth.

I love the earth and i love U .

I enjoy being in this world and ll try mybest to protect the earth .

Could you grant my wish ??? :)

Live life. Love life

NO TIME

I have no time.

No time to sleep.

No time to sit down .

No time to think.

No time to eat.

No time for entertainment

No time to relax.

No time for myself.

Why m i always so busy with other stuffs and other people?

Why i dont have time and space for myself?

This is way too much

I cant take it so much !! T_T

I m content !

I was so happy that i could manage to make 110 cupcakes in 3 hours !

I can felt that i m like racing with the time just like Masterchef.

phew..to be honest, making cake very very tiring but its all worth it.

Cos my sis managed to sold out of them within few hours :) :)

Well, i m not too good yet..

So, i need sifu to teach me more and more !! :)

I love cakesssssssss !

btw, i m ready to receive order if u trust me :) :)

hehehee

chewlian

my hard earned money T_T

All my hard earned money just gone in 4 hours !!!

Why tuition cost so much ??!! :(

I m so poor that i dont have sufficient money for new clothes, nice meals and entertainment ahhhhh !!!

Tmr is holiday !

Coooll !

:) :)

Tak boleh Tahan!

I cannot stand to stay in orange buildings for 3 more months anymore..
I m sick of the system.
I m sick of the people.
I m sick of the principal who always tried to protect that stupid grumpy lecturer !!
I m sick of the parking lot.
I m sick of the arrogant staffs..

I must get out of there !!
I m getting insane !!

No matter how i also dont want to stay there anymore !!!
I hate orange buildingsss :S :S

I got no eyes to see (mo ngan tai ) anymore !!

Becos of ur low quality service, i have to seek for tutor which cost me 100 bucks per week !!
grrrrrr

What do you got ? - Bon Jovi

Everybody wants something, just a little more
We're making a living, and what we're living for
A rich man or a poor man, a pawn or a king
You can live on the street, you can rule the whole world
But it don't mean one dang thing

What do you got, if you ain't got love?
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
You walk in the road, but you're going nowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreaming of

If you ain't got someone, you're afraid to lose
Everybody needs just one, someone... to tell them the truth
Maybe I'm a dreamer, but I still believe
I believe in hope, I believe the change can get us up off our knees
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What do you got, if you ain't got love?
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
You walk in the road, but you're going nowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreaming of

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doing it for

I don't wanna have to talk about it,
How many songs you gotta sing about it?
How long you gonna live without it?
Why does someone somewhere have to doubt it?
Someday we'll figure it out

What do you got, if you ain't got love?
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
You walk in the road, but you're going nowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreaming of

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doing it for
Woahhh, I ain't got, if you ain't got love
Woahhh, What do you got if you ain't got love?

I am stronger than yesterday

Well, instead of wasting my saliva on that helpless principal & grumpy professor,

I rather stop talking to them & get a tutor immediately.

They dont know what their purpose of being there.

They are so realistic.

They said getting a C is not the end of the world.

For me , IT IS !

I tried very hard to understand

I tried to ask a lot but i end up getting scolded.( HE's INSANE)

I would never want to ask anymore.

All the classmates now think i m stupid and they always give me a kind of look

I m tired and i m very stress but i wont stop here.

I wiped off my tears and moving on.

Nothing can stop me !

I m not that weak.

Been very very depress that i really really wanna give up.

But, my dream is not achieve yet.

I know what i really want.

I wont let them DEFEAT ME !

I ll have a war with you, LET'S SEE WHO WIN AT THE END !

chew lian tan ~~