If i wrote a note to God

currently very into this song : Note to God by Charice Pempengco
I love her voice so so much....
She is just like the second Celine Dion.
I just listened her duet with Celine Dion (Because You Loved Me) when CD was having concert in Madison Square Garden last year....
Her singing touched me :)...
its a must listen song ya know ! :P

Well, me dont really wanna communicate with anyone lately...
I m 85% recover from my disease
i m happy and i m not at the same time...
The moment i knew my Pet scan result was negative, i was jumping in joyness
after awhile, i felt very confused...
Because i dont know wat should i do now

I am not ready for coll yet...

I m afraid of how ppl think of me

I felt discriminated by the society..

I felt i m far left behind than you guys.

I m afraid i might be sick again in 5 years time

I felt weird for my life. (current)

I m very scare to take the 1st step to start off everything from zero

I m afraid that history might happen againn !

i m afraid i cant cope with my studies.

I.....have so many probs arouse in my mind now...

U have no idea how much i ve been through...

and how m i goin to start off with my new life from the zero..

I m so desperate for a peace of mind.....
Tell me what should i do now ??

If I wrote a note to God

I would speak what's in my soul

I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away

For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God

I'd pour my heart out on each page

I'd ask for war to end

and for peace to mend this world

I'd sayI'd sayI'd say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love, cause love is overdue

And it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

I'd say please help us find a way

End all the bitterness, put some tendernessin our hearts

I'd sayI'd sayI'd say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love, cause love is overdue

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

NoNoWe can't do it on our own

SoSo(Give us the strength to make it throughHelp us find love, cause love is overdue)

And it looks like we haven't got a clue

Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on

Hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is going wrong

On this road we're on

NoNo(No)

We can't do it on our own

(So)So

If I wrote a note to God

NOte to God- Charice Pempengco