bubi bubi bubi bubi bubi bubi

I think i had made my mind , no more hiding myself from friends.

Its like playing hide and seek . :(

so-not-fun

Awww.... :'( , i feel so so so sorry to her /

what m i suppose to do ?

Its not really easy to tell everyone " I have cancer" , " I was going to die" , okay ?
I m hoping everyone of my friend understand how i feel .
Mayb u might only see me HeHe Haha all the time.
But u still havent see the other side of me
i m FRAGILE.



Now my sis called me a socially retarded.
Cos i think i had lost my ability to socialise with people :(
okay, i m learning now :)


I m so weird.
i know.
I ll learn to improve myself better and better and better.
I ll learn not to think about the past and let go . Okay ??
i ll be more active when comes to friends okay?
I ll be very very friendly even more, okay ?
I ll be very very strong chewlian, okay ??

hehehe...dont take it too seriously.
chill chill :D


lots of love , xoxo


chewlian