Wednesday, 29 December 2010

When u dont feel right

i know i look so motherly here.
He s Jin Xuen . He s my pyjamas boy and mini boy...


Had a great time on X'mas Party in Enopi ..
Well, i have many sons and daughter...
In this pic, this lil boy is one of my sons, He is Ashton !!!!
I love him so much !!!!
Fair enough, i love everyone of themmm !!!

Dont think they are expecting me to be there
Everyone will talk about their stories, but i m not willing to talk about my stories which could spoilt the mood and get sympathy by everyone.
If people could have be more open minded, i could have feel much more better :)

Anyway. on the other hand ,
MY boss is raising my salary !!!!!!!!!
I m so freaking happy ~~
N N N N N N
I ll be finishing CIMP in 6 months



AND I shall go to New Zealand again for a month !!
And then go to uni..
Might be IMU or Nottingham ??
Hmmm....which one is better ?
Well, i still need to work harder if i want to go Nottingham :) :)


I m so so so excited .
cant wait to get out of that orange buildings which make me feel like puking !!!! :P :P
Tomorrow is the day !
I ll show off my cooking skills !!
Chew Lian special Menu :::
Starter
Mixed Mushroom Soup
&
Baked Wedges with Dipping sauce
Main course
Creamy Spaghetti with Grilled Chicken
Dessert
Root Beer Float Cake with Vanilla ice cream :)
Goodnight !

Sunday, 19 December 2010

Unfair

The world is unfair right??

Everytime i m being nice, kind and helpful.
But
people around me judge me as evil, selfish and not sparing some thought for them.
I m not being selfish.
I tried to think for them
but they never understand my good intention.
Instead, they always think i bully them
委屈却没有人诉说 :(
Everytime people complained about me, all i can do is remaining silent and be that bad person.
I tried to ignore, explain but dont seem they listen to me and they keep misunderstand me.
When i do something good, they always belittle me as if i m a devil who never done some good things.
I m not arrogant !
I m not selfish !
I DID SPARE SOME THOUGHT FOR YOU !
CANT U SEE WHAT I VE DONE TO YOU ?????
You never stand up and help me to clear my good name when i m in trouble!!

Saturday, 18 December 2010

I m the Devil

I m such a bad friend right ???!!!
:(
:(
I must be thinking too much !!
How can i forgot what ve u all done to me ??
I m soooooooooo SORRY !!

Sunday, 12 December 2010

I hate you

I m so busy working hard on my baking skills that i merely forgot about the bloggie !
HAHAHA...
Thts mean i spent my time very wisely and made my timetable very full
When i m not working , u ll see me very often in the kitchen.
Trying on new recipessss :) :)

omg omg...
Something wrong with me !
I hate the guys so much lately !!
So many unglam and rude guys around me !
When i saw a news about a guys commited suicide becos of love ,
I HATE GUYS even more except my idolssss from kdrama or us series i should say ...

Why guys are so sissy now? so useless !
They are worse than the girls.
Such a stupid guy who jumped from the building.
He must be mad...
People on fb called him a HERO, I m gonna call him an IDIOT !! A MORON !!!
An idiot who cant live without a girl !!!!!

The world really change !!!
I seriously wont feel sorry for this kind of person.
Heartbroken still have post on fb ..omg !
Somemore post a crying photo ..omg omg
Come on la....

So many unlucky people want their life..
U go and end ur life becos of a stupid girl
stupid stupid stupid !!
I love my life so much that i dont wanna die also..
So many cancer patients want to have a life like you also can not.

Love is not everything lar..
We still have so much to do rather than love larrr....
Fairy tales is not exist anymore.

Sunday, 28 November 2010

Peace !

U wouldnt believe how curious m i in updating the korea war news
Lets pray that they have peace instead or war.
:( :( Please dont ruin my very own south korea trip larrrr !!

Didnt i said i had a miserable week !
I m so sick that i had a terrible headache during my final.
I guess i flunked my final !! T_T especially malaysian studies ..but i m happy still that exam is over !!!
Holiday holiday !
I will definitely upgrade my internet so i can watch mnore dramasssssssssssss :P

Well,
I m not used to live in this new house.
I guess the prob is i have to walk up the stairs to reach my room.
U know i m a lazy woman..hahahhaah
Too much things to be settle.
No internet already made me feel so dead.(currently using 5GB of broadband T_T)
No astro is even worse.
Worst, No door for my room yet !! :(

Still dusty and the mosquitoes flying around....
hope we ll get through all this better and better.

I cant wait to buy the kitchen utensils and start my baking !
HOLIDAY FUN IN BAKING !!!

chew ~~

Sunday, 21 November 2010

My favourite past time !

Life sucks without internet.

My stupid splitter spoilt at the wrong timing . wtf !!

I cant live without YouTube and PPS !!! T_T

I need to catch up with my Kdrama and BONES too larrrrrrr...


I can only get online when i move new house next week or probably the week after T_T
SIgh Sigh ...
:( :(
Well, think positively ,
I can concentrate on my revision for my final !
And it can stop me from watching dramas...
hehe..
Till then
chew~

Monday, 15 November 2010

Travelling

Stunning Tasmania ! :)

I used to travel around with my family when i was young...
But i never get the chance to explore the tourism places properly since we always follow the tour guide that are provided by the travel agency.
After i had my long vacation to melbourne and New Zealand, i started to understand that travelling is not about staying in 4 or 5 stars hotel, having the most expensive food and flying with the most comfortable flight .
I started to change my mind.
Travelling is about learning to be independent and adapt to other countries' culture and environment.
We learn to read the map, experience their public transport, explore their culture and heritages.
I still remembered that i learnt to use a dunedin city map to look for science library.
At first, i didnt use the map and i kept calling my sister. After that, she was annoyed and ask me to pick up a map outside the university bookshop instead.

And so, i started to explore the map on my own. I find it was fresh and interesting experience.

In Bangkok, same thing happened on me.
I had my 1st experience of using their railway map and tried their BTS
Trust me ! Their trains are far more better than our LRT and KTM and much more advance :)
It was fun asking the local people about the busy city especially the Thailand students, they are really friendly and helpful !
For Melbourne, i worked very hard in planning the a week trip.
It was my 1st time flying alone and i have to manage for my trip very well financially.
I am quite disappointed cos i spent the last few hundreds on A/X ..Sigh
Should have spend it on mornington peninsula and billy train trip or something else...
I learnt my lesson. Never ever spend the money on shopping before finishing exploring the city.
Such a waste ! :(
The trip was quite a failure afterall..haha..except the Great Ocean Road :) :) :)

Besides, i enjoyed talking to strangers in foreign countries
Learning new language, making friends around had became one of my interest when i travel ..hahaha
I would really love to have a solo trip to Europe and Tasmania Island....
I cant describe how enthusiasm of me for Aussie animals in words.

My wish is to swim with pink dolphins and hugging Tasmania Devils and not forgetting wombat , koala bear, kangaroo
I really love the word ' Tasmania' and i had been talking and thinking about it over and over again.

Ah-huh..no wonder i had remember the wrong date for CT SCAN !! :(
Luckily my parents didnt scold me cos they are quite busy with new house ..*sweat*
I feel so terribly sorry to myself.
I really really need to make some changes !
Should have focus ! FOCUS !
Tmr i m goin to skip class.
I m losing my interest in going to college lately since every lecturer is so honeymoon mood and doing nothing in the class.
Me too as well.
so what s the point of me driving 15 mins and waste my petrol to college?
I m so in holiday mood now :) :)
I ll just "sit and relax"
(eventually i hav to wake up earlier to help my parents T_T)
Annyeong !
chew~