BLueeee

Blueeeeeee, the colour of the planet from far far away
Bluee,the most human colour .

(Blue Lips-Regina Spektor)

I feel so Blueee.
i think i m not settle down yet.
Been complaining about rude ppl.
Ohyes, i forgot where i live right now .


No no, i kenot live in the shadow.
I must wake up
WAKE UP !!!!

Hopefully , PET SCAN will be my "closing ceremony " for my disease.
I really wanna say GOODBYE officially to my disease.
hmmm..Mayb potluck will do.
I ll make a big banner written " GOODBYE! YOU EVIL CANCER! " or " I SHALL NOT ATTACK BY YOU ANYMORE " .
HAHAHAHA...
WIsh me luck on next thursday. hope that the doctors managed to find veins.

Few more week, i ll be back to college.
Aiyah, too comfortable already.
Now i m really very lazy to go back to coll
Somehow, i must gain my strength n battle with it !!
i must add lots of oil after this at the same time not to push myself too much.
I ll try my best.
To my dear frens, i ll catch up with u guys.
Wait n see !!
I ll fulfill my dreams that i had been planning when i was sick !!! Huhuh ~~~

Till then,
cHaozzzzzz

Love you.

Bless you.

chewlian

I Love NZ

BAck to my reality life.
Seeing those people i dont like again !
BAck to the place,
Where they stare at me weirdly.
Back to my busy life,
which i have to work harder to earn back my money .

Although shopping makes me happy but........

I miss my life in New Zealand
Which the ducks, sheeps made me happy all the time .
Nobody looked at me (except the asians, i wondered why )

WE went to the market in the Saturday morning
We spent our Sat night watching rented DVDs until late midnight
On Sunday morning, if the weather was sunny, we went tramping .
if not, we made our own Choc chip pancakes with caramelised bananas for breakfast.
and bake our fav cakes in the evening or loitering in the town :)
If we have the time in the noon, we could have drive the car to the beach and enjoyed the breeze andddd listened to the sound of wave.
During weekdays, i could have spent my time walking on the street,drinking a cup of French Vanilla Hot Chocolate, and waiting for my sis came back from her office.
And i ll wait until 5pm and walked with her to the nearest supermarket and home together.

The scenery that made my mind blank.
I could have stay longer if i have the time and money.

How much i wish i could go back to Dunedin.
A town with heaps of friendly people with good food !
A bunch of my sister's crazy friends who always protected me and made me laughed all the time !

Can i ? Can I ? go back to Dunedin and study , pleaseeeeeeeeeee ?? :)

Salute Queen Victoria.

Awww....my bloggie sudah nyawa nyawa ikan... :(

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Just watched THE YOUNG VICTORIA last weekend.

I loved the settings and the costumes and the storyline of course !!

I m goin to buy the DVD !!! TEehehehe

SALUTE , Queen Victoria !!!

bubi bubi bubi bubi bubi bubi

I think i had made my mind , no more hiding myself from friends.

Its like playing hide and seek . :(

so-not-fun

Awww.... :'( , i feel so so so sorry to her /

what m i suppose to do ?

Its not really easy to tell everyone " I have cancer" , " I was going to die" , okay ?
I m hoping everyone of my friend understand how i feel .
Mayb u might only see me HeHe Haha all the time.
But u still havent see the other side of me
i m FRAGILE.



Now my sis called me a socially retarded.
Cos i think i had lost my ability to socialise with people :(
okay, i m learning now :)


I m so weird.
i know.
I ll learn to improve myself better and better and better.
I ll learn not to think about the past and let go . Okay ??
i ll be more active when comes to friends okay?
I ll be very very friendly even more, okay ?
I ll be very very strong chewlian, okay ??

hehehe...dont take it too seriously.
chill chill :D


lots of love , xoxo


chewlian

Eat, Play, Sleep

My life here is pretty cool la.

i mean in Kiwiland. hahaha

i should tell u which of the corner of the earth m i as Lee Yee gor gor is so blur of my whereabouts...hahahhaha..

hmm..will i be in New Caledonia next or mayb Tasmania??

i wish i could but its time to back to coll next. :(

I spend most of my time at home.

Pretty "cool" okay?

Dont envious of me, cos i m kinda boring now.

I wanted to attend the lecture but i m such a coward.

My dad asked me to go uni, so i told him to pay the fee 1st

HAHAHAHHAHA

if he would lor.cheh.

My sis very very busy.

So , i used to go to the town alone by 4 while waiting for my sis to finish her work

by tht time, i can see many medical students coming out from the medical schools...Ekekeke

isnt tht great ??!!

I had knew the way to the town and getting familiar now.

N i never get lost lor...*proud proud*

N then now my sis is complaining that i talk so much

n i can really talk non-stop . :S

Life here is seriously poor lo.

Even a pack of frozen paratha had costed me 5 dollar..

The weather is just nice all the day.

Its been days i din see the sun. LOL

huhu ~~

but hor very very cold...

its 15 degres today lar.... :(

i m goin to visit cadbury choc factory now.

cos they r movin to aussie soon, i think is mel.

:(

TRAMPING

Thanks to my sis and frens ,
i finally knew whats the meaning of TRAMPING

omg ! omg !
I seriously need to brush up my english.
damn poor eh...... :(

Oh yes, i went tramping
ANd New Zealand is very very beautiful
I would have die no regrets here lar......................................
Eventually , i inhaled a lot of oxygen when i m here
I saw sheeps and black sheeps tooo....
And and and
it was my 1st time having lunch facing the sea !!!!!!
Arrgghh !!
I know i very kampung now..hahahahah..
I DONT CARE ok ?? hehehe

Tmr, i ll go and inhale the oxygen again ...
HAHAHAHAHA

Its so relaxing here...
I know i sound old that i like this place

And and and
CADBURY CHOC FACTORY is just few mins away my sis's house
ISnt that great !!!!!!
I m goin to eat choc after i m recover from flu
ok ? OK?

Yeah Yeah !!

I m loving it !! :P

What to do leh

Humans are very complicated.

I try my best to please them ....... but...........

Weird weird weird.

PLease let me know if u dont feel like talking or u r in a bad mood.

Its rude to show me that kind of face.

Tell me if i m annoying

Tell me if i m noisy

Just tell me...but dont show it on ur face

It happens all the time and i dont really like it

Seriously, i hate it