Down

嘿，久违了。。

突然间心里好焖。

努力了很久很久

但很多时候得到失望

对身边的人好敏感，

是我要求太多了吗？

我希望我可以降低我对于人的看法。。

Kia Ora from New Zealand again !!

I feel like i m coming home again !

Familiar friendly people, smiling faces melt my heart !

The familiar taste of French Vanilla Hot Choc makes my daysss happier :)

I have to make a big decision by the time i come back to msia

Wish me luck !

:D

CHeeeeerrrsssss

chewlian

Yes, i m very anxious !!

Well, i thought i was not anxious about the final at all...

now i m really really anxious..

Everything is possible if u believe they are achievable...

I saw this quotation when i was on my way to work..This is such a beautiful quote to calm myself down and be confident...

Indeed, nothing is impossible right ?!

Mayb i should think what to do after the final instead of worrying the final test tmr..hahaha,

I m going to :

1) Party hard

2) SHopping hard

3) Baking hard

4) Cherish the moments with my E.nopi children.

5) Outings hard

6) Travel hard

7) Cooking hard

and etc....................... :P :P

Bye for now !

God bless you & me !

Why m i not nervous at all ??? :) :)

these are Bruscetta with Mozarella cheese..

Its very healthy and its vegetarian..

I made these during Mothers' Day dinner and everyone like it...:):)

Its quite easy and time saving..

The final is around the corner, yet i dont feel anything at all..

I study but all people around said i seem too relax...

I just dont wanna give myself too much of pressure.

I know i have lots to study but i need some time relax , watch some tv, listen songs and play game...

heheheheehe...

Well, lets finger cross that i ll get good results..

:P

Couch Potato

I really tried to get some free time to blog,

BUT

i dont have time, seriouslyyy...haha

I tried to upload photos, but the internet connection sucksss.

n streamyx havent come to my new house n fix the telephone line..

U mobile kenot use oneee....lousy broadbandddd !!

Two weeks to go, n i m having chemistry n maths final...

so scare...

Until now, i m so blur about chemistry..

I understand but its so hard to apply my knowledge..

I love my part time job so muchhhh..so badly ...

I m goin to miss my son..

n my fellow daughters...

I m going to leave them some day..

but i can not imagine life without them....

Parenting can be so amazingggg !!! :) :)

I love you , enopi students !!

I ll miss youuu very muchhhh :)

fair

If this is a fair country,

my life could have been better..

i know i'm wrong

Now i know i wasnt good in socializing and communicating

I tend to take everything very seriously and i care too much..

No wonder ppl cant accept the way i think.

Mayb in ur eyes, u see me as an evil woman.

Everyone said that i m cruel...

The ugly truth is this is reality life.

I have to do anything cruel to protect myself.

I wish i can be a very nice student and friend

but the environment around me force me to be a very evil person.

People always tend to take me for granted.

So i gotta do something very bad.

I ll try to be a better person and try to care less about people around me..

I ll try to stop complaining , i promiseeeeeee :)

I ll be making a very big decision soon.

Hopefully i wont regret .

Just give me more timee .

Pierre Herme is the King of pastry in PAris.

One day, i would really want to visit his boutique and meet him in person.

Will i make my way until there?

I believe i can flyyyyy~~

-chewlian-

My head is big

After the tsunami hit Japan,

I should really think seriously what to do next .

I m quite afraid these will happen to me one day .

I couldnt imagine if the day is coming..

I have so many unfinish things to do..

I still havent fulfill my dreams..

I have so many places to go..

I have so many things to be learn..

Please God, please let me stay a little bit longer in this earth.

I love the earth and i love U .

I enjoy being in this world and ll try mybest to protect the earth .

Could you grant my wish ??? :)

Live life. Love life

NO TIME

I have no time.

No time to sleep.

No time to sit down .

No time to think.

No time to eat.

No time for entertainment

No time to relax.

No time for myself.

Why m i always so busy with other stuffs and other people?

Why i dont have time and space for myself?

This is way too much

I cant take it so much !! T_T

I m content !

I was so happy that i could manage to make 110 cupcakes in 3 hours !

I can felt that i m like racing with the time just like Masterchef.

phew..to be honest, making cake very very tiring but its all worth it.

Cos my sis managed to sold out of them within few hours :) :)

Well, i m not too good yet..

So, i need sifu to teach me more and more !! :)

I love cakesssssssss !

btw, i m ready to receive order if u trust me :) :)

hehehee

chewlian

my hard earned money T_T

All my hard earned money just gone in 4 hours !!!

Why tuition cost so much ??!! :(

I m so poor that i dont have sufficient money for new clothes, nice meals and entertainment ahhhhh !!!

Tmr is holiday !

Coooll !

:) :)

Tak boleh Tahan!

I cannot stand to stay in orange buildings for 3 more months anymore..
I m sick of the system.
I m sick of the people.
I m sick of the principal who always tried to protect that stupid grumpy lecturer !!
I m sick of the parking lot.
I m sick of the arrogant staffs..

I must get out of there !!
I m getting insane !!

No matter how i also dont want to stay there anymore !!!
I hate orange buildingsss :S :S

I got no eyes to see (mo ngan tai ) anymore !!

Becos of ur low quality service, i have to seek for tutor which cost me 100 bucks per week !!
grrrrrr

What do you got ? - Bon Jovi

Everybody wants something, just a little more
We're making a living, and what we're living for
A rich man or a poor man, a pawn or a king
You can live on the street, you can rule the whole world
But it don't mean one dang thing

What do you got, if you ain't got love?
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
You walk in the road, but you're going nowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreaming of

If you ain't got someone, you're afraid to lose
Everybody needs just one, someone... to tell them the truth
Maybe I'm a dreamer, but I still believe
I believe in hope, I believe the change can get us up off our knees
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What do you got, if you ain't got love?
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
You walk in the road, but you're going nowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreaming of

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doing it for

I don't wanna have to talk about it,
How many songs you gotta sing about it?
How long you gonna live without it?
Why does someone somewhere have to doubt it?
Someday we'll figure it out

What do you got, if you ain't got love?
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
You walk in the road, but you're going nowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreaming of

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doing it for
Woahhh, I ain't got, if you ain't got love
Woahhh, What do you got if you ain't got love?

I am stronger than yesterday

Well, instead of wasting my saliva on that helpless principal & grumpy professor,

I rather stop talking to them & get a tutor immediately.

They dont know what their purpose of being there.

They are so realistic.

They said getting a C is not the end of the world.

For me , IT IS !

I tried very hard to understand

I tried to ask a lot but i end up getting scolded.( HE's INSANE)

I would never want to ask anymore.

All the classmates now think i m stupid and they always give me a kind of look

I m tired and i m very stress but i wont stop here.

I wiped off my tears and moving on.

Nothing can stop me !

I m not that weak.

Been very very depress that i really really wanna give up.

But, my dream is not achieve yet.

I know what i really want.

I wont let them DEFEAT ME !

I ll have a war with you, LET'S SEE WHO WIN AT THE END !

chew lian tan ~~

我得当一次坏人

如果这件事耽误了我的前途，

真的很抱歉，

明天，我得当一个坏人。

我别无选择，别怪我！

我只希望我能顺利完成我的学业！

我也不想弄丢您的工作，不过，

教授，您是时候打包回国退休了！！！！！

您将破坏我的前途，我只好拿回我该拿的学费！！！！

love love UGG boots

Imagine that i wear this in Dunedin city..U can spot me so easily right away !! HAHAHHA.....

What IF Dream never come true

According to Daniel Levinson, everyone of us have a DREAM .

But

What IF my dream might not be able to come true??

I never want to think negatively ..
My condition are quite dangerous that i have to do some back up if i fail.
My dream seems so near yet so far.

Mayb i should stop thinking and give it a good try !
Who knows right??

-.-lll
chewlian :D

Money is EVIL !

I really like Chinese New Year but dont really like it also.

BEcos its all about MONEY MONEY MONEY !!

Sad Bones

Bones mostly bring happiness to me.

Never thought that Bones also can be reflect on my life



She started to feel lonely..
She regretted for not accepting Booth in the 1st place...
well, i surely hope that Booth will get back together with Bones.
She is a nice woman !! :)

if i ....

If i m the princess..

Kdramas make me dream more and more !

=.=lll lol

chew~~~~