Everybody's changing and i dont feel the same

Oh yeah !
I m goin back to coll by next thursday
I want to faster finish it n go to uni...huhu ~~
i ll work harder for the sake of cancer patients ! I promise!
Please dont give up on me ! I m working it out ! okay ??

my birthday celebration already cancelled .
will change to another day . Sigh Sigh..
its wrong timing n most of the frens are so so so busy eh :(

:(
chaoz
chewlian

independent day

Pet scan was done !!
Thanks GOD !! :)

now i ll be waiting the appealing result from the ministry in Canada
hopefully they let me continue rather than starting all over again ! *finger crossed*

OH well, i just created an event on fb .
it was for my and shinyee birthday celebration
i had an instinct that less ppl will come since most of them havin final

Me n shinyee planned to have simple celebration rather a big party
but i have my own dress code : casual dress and high heels...huhu ~~

Spotted a pale pink super high heels from the brand i really love.
Should i buy ???
but i m really in love ..madly in love
just how i m in love with my KEDS which i had been talking about all the time !!

我不想念

某个城 某条街 某一条小巷
某一个晚上 某阁楼 微微灯光
某个人 默默关上 某心房 某扇窗
跟没有人 说晚安

夜 从前从来没这么长
床 荒凉的就像没有边疆
失眠 是枕头之上无尽的流浪
天 永远不亮

我不想念 不想念 他模样
我不想念 他肩膀 轻拥著我肩膀
我不想念 他吻著我脸庞
把永远说成一颗糖

某空港 某车站 某个下一站
某一扇车窗 某风景 唤醒惆怅
某南方 摇摇晃晃 某海洋 某艘船
谁没妄想 有天堂

当 人活成了一棵仙人掌
掌 心的泪却还是滚烫
每当 抚摸那些天真致命伤
恨 不能健忘


我不想念 不想念 那时光
那些快乐 和悲伤 却总在我身旁
我只愿长夜将尽天快亮
让想念的歌不再唱

让想念的歌不再伤
让想念的歌不要再唱

BLueeee

Blueeeeeee, the colour of the planet from far far away
Bluee,the most human colour .

(Blue Lips-Regina Spektor)

I feel so Blueee.
i think i m not settle down yet.
Been complaining about rude ppl.
Ohyes, i forgot where i live right now .


No no, i kenot live in the shadow.
I must wake up
WAKE UP !!!!

Hopefully , PET SCAN will be my "closing ceremony " for my disease.
I really wanna say GOODBYE officially to my disease.
hmmm..Mayb potluck will do.
I ll make a big banner written " GOODBYE! YOU EVIL CANCER! " or " I SHALL NOT ATTACK BY YOU ANYMORE " .
HAHAHAHA...
WIsh me luck on next thursday. hope that the doctors managed to find veins.

Few more week, i ll be back to college.
Aiyah, too comfortable already.
Now i m really very lazy to go back to coll
Somehow, i must gain my strength n battle with it !!
i must add lots of oil after this at the same time not to push myself too much.
I ll try my best.
To my dear frens, i ll catch up with u guys.
Wait n see !!
I ll fulfill my dreams that i had been planning when i was sick !!! Huhuh ~~~

Till then,
cHaozzzzzz

Love you.

Bless you.

chewlian

I Love NZ

BAck to my reality life.
Seeing those people i dont like again !
BAck to the place,
Where they stare at me weirdly.
Back to my busy life,
which i have to work harder to earn back my money .

Although shopping makes me happy but........

I miss my life in New Zealand
Which the ducks, sheeps made me happy all the time .
Nobody looked at me (except the asians, i wondered why )

WE went to the market in the Saturday morning
We spent our Sat night watching rented DVDs until late midnight
On Sunday morning, if the weather was sunny, we went tramping .
if not, we made our own Choc chip pancakes with caramelised bananas for breakfast.
and bake our fav cakes in the evening or loitering in the town :)
If we have the time in the noon, we could have drive the car to the beach and enjoyed the breeze andddd listened to the sound of wave.
During weekdays, i could have spent my time walking on the street,drinking a cup of French Vanilla Hot Chocolate, and waiting for my sis came back from her office.
And i ll wait until 5pm and walked with her to the nearest supermarket and home together.

The scenery that made my mind blank.
I could have stay longer if i have the time and money.

How much i wish i could go back to Dunedin.
A town with heaps of friendly people with good food !
A bunch of my sister's crazy friends who always protected me and made me laughed all the time !

Can i ? Can I ? go back to Dunedin and study , pleaseeeeeeeeeee ?? :)